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Saturday 27 October 2007

YAY!!!


Behind the wheels....as I was to make a turn to the left upon reaching my house...I saw that big round moon in the dark sky...how that one bright light shone distincfully against the black sky...that's when it pulled me out of my already overloaded mind and mesmerised me with the round brightness...hehehe..yeap...I really do need to do some stuff to take my mind off things that are troubling me...among the things I do is to dwell into God's word, pray in the spirit and let Him talk to me...others are like walking along the jogging path and breathe those fresh air around...sometimes just laughing and chit chatting among my church girl gang refreshes me...yeap...I have no idea why am I back to having headaches again? yes i know ACCA is super tough..even someone like me needs to put in a whole lot of efforts in order to not fail...besides that..what's really troubling me seems so vague....I've just realised these past few days that i've been trying to fufill what others want of me...really seldom that I'll say no...and I'll just give in to their request...maybe satisfying others is what satisfy me? I really want to be carefree and commitmentless...like someone i know *ahem* not sur whether you're reading this...hehehehe....but i've realised that every move i make or every decision i take affects either one or another.....All I can do is just pray that i'll make the right decision with His guidance upon my life...really wanna just do things without having a second thought...

Alright...enough being a drama queen...heheheh...trials just over.....even though it seems like my study break..but all I wanna do is just to play...i've had enough of reading...carrying notes every where I go...yes yes i get panic and all nervy when I'm unprepared...but please spare me this time and let me rest...hehehe...yesterday I went for a swim with ai ling and yi ting...well, I got to admit that I couldn't swim...all i was doing was just floating around..trying hard to flap those legs and arms of mine in the correct stroke...but it was really fun...yes...i'm so gonna making swimming as my routine exercise and get those hot and irresistible bodies i drool for...hehehehe...yes i know...i'm still crazy over food...more food plan in mind...hehehe..i wanna go kl, petaling street, penang and genting....BW, SW, Jin and Kavita....i so got to get more makan buddies...BW...i so need to eat those food you promised to bring me to ....hehehe...ah..just can't wait for exam to be over and hopefully there's enough savings to budget for my jalan-jalan cari makan...hehehehe

God bless!
Sunday 21 October 2007

What a weekend....


This weekend is really a mix of both good and bad times....I really felt encouraged and enlightened by Pastor Ryan's msg about building character and also to build that relationship with the Holy Spirit...I'm just looking at myself seeing all the flaws i have...so incomparable and how far behind from the Christ....yet..God's mercy and grace flood and cover our fault...that's what being revealed to me during the service and through praise and worship...

Well, the bad news came when i heard friends of mine broke up...puzzled me really on stuff i initially thought was wonderful...the reason why i wanna be hot and irresistible...was to boost my self esteem...i see guys going head over heals over some girls... and after a few months...their feelings just subside and things are called off...is it because of guys being always in need of fresh stuff? or we girls just aren't doing our part in grabbing hold of the guy's heart? alright...not all guys fall into that category...but that's what i've been fed about this bad bad world...hehehe...thus, why when i do meet the right one...i just wish i'll grab hold tight of that person and things will last...guys who relate that internal beauty is what matters are all lies...mom once told me..no matter how old i grow...i should always maintain my beauty...even with really loyal and good guys..i guess they deserve our best image...heheheh..yeap...wanna be that someone's princess...hehehe..alright..i have to work hard in order to be in the fairy tale land i guess..heheheh...have been following bro to jog these 2 days...i guess i'm gonna start jogging myself too when i don't have morning class...get that great body shape i drool about...hehehe...

Oh...i really wanna be sincere to friends as well..have been keeping a distance for too long...it's time for big sis to come back and take care of all those whom i love...heheheh

God bless!
Sunday 14 October 2007

Prettifying myself??

I so wanna be hot and irresistable...lol....i know it's in every girls' dream to be drop dead gorgeous..then there are those who seem to feel that it's unattainable and succumb to the saying that the inner beauty is outmost important...As for me...i guess i wanna achieve the best of what i can become...thus..came my journey of toning my body to that right figure...lol...i always do this whenever i have break ups...as some of you know...the thing that initiates this mindset of mine this time to actually stretch my gifted appearance...lol...truth is..i still really want to wear those sexy hot pants that i've been drooling about all these years...plus i wanna taste how good looks bring benefit to ppl.....thus, starts my adventure of achieving my goals...yes ppl...i still love food...lol...won't really give it up and starve myself just so for the figure..hehehe..all i can do is well..to exercise more...maybe the first stop would be me walking to the fridge instead of calling my maid to prepare food for me...eh?? lol...contradicting myself....



i've been having holidays and lazing around as well...and i think i went tesco for three times in three continuous day...i've no idea that i'm that fond of tesco....lol...







Bros are back for the raya holidays..means i've got to survive with the weak bandwidth for a week....this picture is taken when we were going to have lunch in a yong tau foo stall...mom was afraid of the sun...so, she carried an umbrella and held my first bro's hands to walk...lol...was a cool sight...so cute...




My aquarium is finally inhabitted...previously was the sweet home of an oscar fish 'jelly'...so, mom decided that we should rare something easier and there...3 tortoises....i only got to know that their names were 'sheela', 'daisy' and 'lala'...lol...all named by maid, the sole caretaker...hehehehe...





from left..vern, eme, anne, sw and me! harvest youth girls posing at the door of our church while we were ushering for the juwita suwito's concert...we have grown much from those schooling days when we first got to know each other...

More picture of us....has been a while since we have fun taking pictures together...

God bless!

Friday 12 October 2007

Just love being myself....


I guess i'm back in pace in my life...no more hanging in the air...and fear the fumbling fall all the time...God's gonna pick me up no matter what and how...hehehe..that's comforting...

Alright...I've one week to study for mock...gonna push myself and let me be filled with books all around...hehehe....gonna forget about some unhappy stuff, gonna push away distracting stuff and most importantly gonna just be myself and stay single for now =P kind of glad things are sorted out...kind of know where i'm going and well, i know things will be better and clearer one day...i'll just have to wait patiently for the best...

Oh...been having a few starbucks trip these days...just love the atmosphere there...though it is pricy for a cup of drinks...but considering the amount of time i stay there just studying, those creamy coffee texture and splendid aromatic caffeine just fill the air...ah...helps keep me awake...not to mention those comfy lil sofa assisting in my perfect study spot...hehehe..too bad klang does not have a starbucks coffeeshop just lying around...i would have spent my weekly allowance savouring those cup of coffees and reading...hehehe...funny how i look forward to go to starbucks and just open my books...hehehe...thanks to bw for the great recommendation...got me hooked...hehehe...

Well, gonna attribute some space for kavita darling here as well...hehehe..it has been really fun fetching her to and fro from college....i don't mind being stuck in jam with her around to talk to...we catch the morning 'gotcha' calls in hitz.fm....we'll both laugh like crazy at funny stories and still be true to ourselves...guess it's blessing knowing you dear.....hehehe...

God bless!
Sunday 7 October 2007

A fruitful week
No one can certainly comprehend the magnificent work of God...that's where all should learn how to surrender everything to the loving Father...and let him accomplish things beyond imagination...I've tasted His great love this week..and am awestruck on how He twisted things for the best possible results...almost wanted to make things right with my own strength...but that way will only lead things to disaster...however, when it is God who makes things, definitely i can be assuredly confirmed that it is the right path...



Alright...updates on me...ACCA is definitely a tough course....if i battle it alone, i know i'll be trampled...but if i battle it with God..it's a victory in the end...hehehe...i had progress test for 2 weeks....as the days were approaching on my law test...it daunt on me that i couldn't possibly finish my reading...was too stress up one day that i even broke down and cried...praying about it...that's when i smsed Shee Wuen...knowing that she does cry sometimes when exams are approaching...she comforted me with words saying that I should do whatever i could...and leave the rest to God...I went into the hall not reading three acts...and I came out with this...

Was one of the highest...certainly it's God's grace....and Ms Pushpa gave the remark "good performance"...lol..Chee Mun K..you're not the only person in college receiving compliments =P


Had my F7 test on Wed...i think i need whole lot of grace for that test...hehehe..then came thurs....it's Beng wee's 21st bday...hehehe....I didn't know what we were going to do that night...gave him a wallet and a box of his favourite cereal froot loops...after class...he drove me to bangsar...and we had a nice dinner in a bar...atmosphere was good...the food was splendid..and a good glass of sangria....hope i spelled that correctly....hehehe...


Happy 21st Birthday Beng Wee...certainly a great friend to know!! Many happy wishes to you...continue to bless others yea...you rock!



Ok...Friday morning i had a few rough situation...was coughing terribly the whole night and couldn't get enough rest...went to class exhausted....then Yew jin was nice enough to follow me back to Klang to satisfy my hunger pat....hehehe....yes yes....i'm always hungry for good food...had him to eat with me a whole claypot of carbohydrate...'famous' claypot chicken rice...next we head to bt tinggi for some tong yuen and mua chee....went tesco to get something and finally sat down for a good talk in jeth...Jeth's upstair was really nice....liked the atmosphere there....guess i'm really thankful for Klang town...hehehehe....



Saturday came...was Juwita Suwito's concert day...Ai ling and the gang initially wanted to join...but guessed it didn't turn out...no idea where were they...bw came down early, we didn't know what to do and finally decided to catch resident evil-the extinction in jusco....i forgot it was a thriller...and there i go screaming at certain part....aih aih...after the movie went and have a good talk with bw over and light meal, then jin and sah came...so, sah, bw and jin were there as my college mates to experience the juwita's event...i guess everyone came out of it with some new understanding....God's work is just so unimaginable....the concert was awesome...we were jumping around at the end...so refreshing...then I had to fetch bw back to his car...while the rest of us with shee wuen ate dinner in kampung....so, jin asked me what's nice there...i couldn't really answer him but Shee wuen of course with her big fan of Shanghai Mee....so, there it was at our table...3 bowls of Shanghai noodles...hehehe...jin and sw were debating over the benefit and the deterent of eating carb...me and sah just got entertained....next stop was city harvest church's SJC Rock musical...was really really nice...definitely worth the drive there...hehehe...glad I got refreshed and strenghten....sw's sense of direction ain't that good as well..hehehe...so jin had to lead us to the church...sw stayed overnight in my house..we had some good talk...ah...all things are settled well...Praise God





Random picture...this was the round round moon on the day of mooncake festival...hehehe...


God bless =)