What a weekend....
This weekend is really a mix of both good and bad times....I really felt encouraged and enlightened by Pastor Ryan's msg about building character and also to build that relationship with the Holy Spirit...I'm just looking at myself seeing all the flaws i have...so incomparable and how far behind from the Christ....yet..God's mercy and grace flood and cover our fault...that's what being revealed to me during the service and through praise and worship...
Well, the bad news came when i heard friends of mine broke up...puzzled me really on stuff i initially thought was wonderful...the reason why i wanna be hot and irresistible...was to boost my self esteem...i see guys going head over heals over some girls... and after a few months...their feelings just subside and things are called off...is it because of guys being always in need of fresh stuff? or we girls just aren't doing our part in grabbing hold of the guy's heart? alright...not all guys fall into that category...but that's what i've been fed about this bad bad world...hehehe...thus, why when i do meet the right one...i just wish i'll grab hold tight of that person and things will last...guys who relate that internal beauty is what matters are all lies...mom once told me..no matter how old i grow...i should always maintain my beauty...even with really loyal and good guys..i guess they deserve our best image...heheheh..yeap...wanna be that someone's princess...hehehe..alright..i have to work hard in order to be in the fairy tale land i guess..heheheh...have been following bro to jog these 2 days...i guess i'm gonna start jogging myself too when i don't have morning class...get that great body shape i drool about...hehehe...
Oh...i really wanna be sincere to friends as well..have been keeping a distance for too long...it's time for big sis to come back and take care of all those whom i love...heheheh
God bless!
