YAY!!!
Behind the wheels....as I was to make a turn to the left upon reaching my house...I saw that big round moon in the dark sky...how that one bright light shone distincfully against the black sky...that's when it pulled me out of my already overloaded mind and mesmerised me with the round brightness...hehehe..yeap...I really do need to do some stuff to take my mind off things that are troubling me...among the things I do is to dwell into God's word, pray in the spirit and let Him talk to me...others are like walking along the jogging path and breathe those fresh air around...sometimes just laughing and chit chatting among my church girl gang refreshes me...yeap...I have no idea why am I back to having headaches again? yes i know ACCA is super tough..even someone like me needs to put in a whole lot of efforts in order to not fail...besides that..what's really troubling me seems so vague....I've just realised these past few days that i've been trying to fufill what others want of me...really seldom that I'll say no...and I'll just give in to their request...maybe satisfying others is what satisfy me? I really want to be carefree and commitmentless...like someone i know *ahem* not sur whether you're reading this...hehehehe....but i've realised that every move i make or every decision i take affects either one or another.....All I can do is just pray that i'll make the right decision with His guidance upon my life...really wanna just do things without having a second thought...
Alright...enough being a drama queen...heheheh...trials just over.....even though it seems like my study break..but all I wanna do is just to play...i've had enough of reading...carrying notes every where I go...yes yes i get panic and all nervy when I'm unprepared...but please spare me this time and let me rest...hehehe...yesterday I went for a swim with ai ling and yi ting...well, I got to admit that I couldn't swim...all i was doing was just floating around..trying hard to flap those legs and arms of mine in the correct stroke...but it was really fun...yes...i'm so gonna making swimming as my routine exercise and get those hot and irresistible bodies i drool for...hehehehe...yes i know...i'm still crazy over food...more food plan in mind...hehehe..i wanna go kl, petaling street, penang and genting....BW, SW, Jin and Kavita....i so got to get more makan buddies...BW...i so need to eat those food you promised to bring me to ....hehehe...ah..just can't wait for exam to be over and hopefully there's enough savings to budget for my jalan-jalan cari makan...hehehehe
God bless!
