This is the start of my birthday...somehow it doesn't feel very much of 'all about me' today...I guess I'm not that bothered about getting presents or ang paos or meals...but I do take this time to reflect on the friends that are my treasures...It is when the time of your birthday that friends took time off their busy schedule to wish you, those really closed ones go the extra miles and shows appreciation on your birthday...Unexpected friends drop by wishes and of course some you thought that are special to you just totally forgets...it's the time when you know who are the real helping hands and who are the hypocrites...i guess maybe it's not that big deal even if people forget...can't blame them on the busy schedule but i'm one person who cries when people forget me...it's just me...i know it's no fault to blame...but i really want those ppl i care about to remember me too...
Let me recall on the birthdays that I felt i was old enough to realise....(not gonna talk grandmother stories and put my readers to sleep...lol)
15years old (4years back)
You must be wandering why 4 years back...i guess that was when I was in a school-days relationship with my assistant head prefect...that's where i discovered the feeling of being cared for...silly innocent me that got myself involved with things i never knew...Lol...I could remember the presents i received from him...memory lane moose soft toy and heart-shaped pillows along with a card...and i think i cried during my birthday...coz i think we were actually sort of broken up during that time and he made me cry...hehehe...(acknowledgement to mr. jeffrey)
16years old
I can't really remember that year's birthday...seems so vague to me...i guess i received phone calls from jeff all the way from ukraine that year...nothing much happened..i was just there...can't really remembered if i cried...but i don't think i was happy about it.
17years old
Alright...that was the year where i finally put the end on everything with jeff and sparked something with jing....probably you're getting bored now by my story...lol...you can skip all this and read your name on the thank you msg to the ppl who wished me...lol.. ok ok... hehehe...well..my birthday was in line with spm...yeap...that's the problem with year end babies...i know very well I cried during that day...or more like when the clock stroke 12...well..coz mr.jing didn't call me to wish me straight that day...lol...it's not that i'm so particular..i guessed it was when everyone you didn't expect, smsed you beforehand and there you are waiting in bed with hopeful thoughts of that person to wish you...it's not that selfish to want that to happen right?? i got a really huge card in guilt from jing that year and was the first time after a long time i started being a frequent customer in baskin robins...hehehehe...jeff like every year nvr failed to wish me punctually...
18years old
Last year was good and bad...coz after officially ended with jing...he forgot to wish me on my bday...and only did so a day after in friendster...i think i was pretty upset about that..but the church gang was great...they celebrated my bday with cakes, a bouquet of rose and my bday present...hehehehe...i guess really true friends are the ones that are always there to support and make you smile no matter what till the end...hehehe...
19years old (this year)
This year...i guess i was too imune to the past few years of misery that i don't expect much this year...but everything turned out wonderful even before my birthday started...here goes my heartfelt appreciation to those who initiate to pause and think about me ( i'll go in line with ppl who first wished me):
Yeng han (wished me on the 18th-so early)
Sah (got to wish me earlier coz of the expiry phone credit)
Beng Wee (called before 12 and wished me when it was time)
Hui Sian (she remembered even when she is facing stpm)
Yew Jin (was nice to give in to me)
Shee Wuen(always with her long sweet msg)
Li Anne(the november baby too)
Mun Wah(with her great encouragement)
Kavita(who stayed up to wish me)
Emeri(my faithful friend and senior)
Shin Hui(she's 1 day younger than I am)
Benjy(my young counterpart)
Siva(sweet early msg)
Jeffrey(always punctual and took effort to remember)
Ekjing(smsed to wish me)
Not forgetting the gifts i received even before my bday...lol...DAD with the cool cd player with remote for my car....Kavita with her bar of chocolates.....Maid with bracelet and earrings....Yee Zhen with bday cards and Beng Wee with card, watch, cake and meals...Thanks to all of you..i'm sure definitely there will be more to come today...it's only 8 in the morning...lol...I'll continue with the rest tmr...I guess it's nicer to attribute you special ppl in my blog...thanks so much...
p/s this post is not meant to upset anyone...i just wanna say thanks so much for everything to all of you...that took trouble to encourage this common girl like me!
Thank God for his ever faithful presence and eternal Love.
