What is wrong with me? I've been discontented with whatever that's around me...i just seem to don't appreciate things...it's like taking things for granted...i reconsider and reconsider....yet...ppl have been really patient with me and have been taking care of me...i know whatever that is of not faith is not of the Lord...i have this fear of initiating anything...i don't understand...i just used to do something and stick to it...now i became indecisive...losing out a lot of good stuff....i'm just declining everything that i want....what is wrong with me? I need God's guidance...need to hear His voice in directing me what to do....i guess i've gained the fear that I will only do it if it's what God wants me to do...just felt like writing something in my miserable situation...lol
God bless...